DON’T SPARE THEM

Lord, deep down within my heart. 
Even though I deceive myself to think that I don't.
But I’m not sure I don’t. 
But thinking deeply, Is it the Facebook and Instagram likes and follows I want?
You most likely noticed how I checked my audience reach, Lord. 
Is it that I want people to subtly praise me for the gift you've given me? 
Even when I'm just a steward, who is not indispensable. 
Deep on the inside of me,
I'm not sure I don't do all I do in your name for money.
I'm not sure I don't do it all for fame. 
I'm not sure I'm not doing it for accolades.
I'm not sure if it is my selfish desire to be in the spotlight. 
I'm not sure if at the face of death, I'd still say Jesus is the Son of the Most High God!
I'm not sure, Lord. 
Just like the psalmist said, 
Examine me, O Lord, 
and prove me; try my reins and my heart.
Strain every selfish desires out of me
Till all I want is just you. 
Till all I do is to glorify you. 
Till all I do is a worship to you. 
Try my reins and my heart, Lord. 
If you find any selfish desires, Lord. 
Strain them, do not spare them! 

August, 2020
©Victor_Loore

Comments

  1. IleasanmitopeSeptember 28, 2020 at 4:46 AM

    Ftc


    Kai...


    Try my reins Lord
    Selfish desires is not part of your will for me
    Seive me Lord🙏🙏

    ReplyDelete
  2. AyomiSeptember 28, 2020 at 6:51 AM

    ♥️

    ReplyDelete
  3. OmokhuwaSeptember 28, 2020 at 10:38 AM

    Oh my!🥺💥


    Same thought that came to me this morning!!!

    Purge me Lordd!🥺🙇‍♀️

    ReplyDelete
  4. WonuolaOctober 16, 2020 at 4:15 PM

    Word!!!!!

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